[ 6:44 AM ]
ok im SERIOUSLY damn pissed now which i havn't been so for a long time. just let me rant.
tomorrow supposed to be summer league but i just knew today, like Saturday 2146hrs, that match will be postponed to wednesday instead. ok it's not exactly that last minute but anything that's not informed at least 3days before hand to me is considered LATE. i'm sorry but i'm extremely busy and my schedule usually runs back to back to back.
despite it being a sunday and fathers' day tomorrow, i was all geared up and totally prepared to go down and play seriously because i chose frisbee to be my cca in poly and obviously i'll commit to whatever i choose. i even quarrelled with my parents over fathers' day celebration just so to make it down for frisbee BUT ALAS!
it wasn't even that my team leader informed me that match was postponed but me, being gan chiong spider me had to go ask what time to assemble before even knowing that the match was postponed. if i decided to not to be irritating and not ask, i would have made my way all the way down to freaking sengkang to see an empty and perhaps muddy field.
and he says that it was announced the last training. however, what he did not know was that turnout for training during holidays, especially holidays for me is damn difficult cause i've got ALOT OF COMMITMENTS! yes i chose to commit to all of them and i will find time for all of them. stjohn, odac, frisbee. anyone of them is enough to take up all my time but i chose to devote time to all. it sorta kills me a lil' to know his indifference to my attendance for league.
guess what? i just met up with javis, the only one who will meet me all the way at yishun to practice my throws. i know goddamn well i suck but i'm trying my best. and here comes this can't really be bothered ... i know it was my fault that i didn't find out about the latest updates but as team leader, shouldn't he inform his team members of the latest updates as well? communication phail! epic phail!
despite them repeating over and over again to check the frisbee blog for the latest updates, there still isn't any updates about the postponed match tml at saturday, 2159hrs. i understand that whoever that updates the blog may be busy but how long does it take to update? come on, people's schedule depend on these updates and i totally cleared my sunday just for league when i have got 2camp briefings and lots to study.
it may be a little overboard for me to be so pissed but i am! i especially hate it when people give themselves excuses to be lousy. didn't do just say didn't do and apologise la. i would have then felt extremely guilty for making him feel bad and just get over it quickly. but... whatever.
one more time. i'll try.
communication must be impeccable. lesson learnt through someone else.
i sincerely thank you too for giving me a life lesson. not sarcastic, but seriously.
-when the world fails you, stand up and raze them down-