[ 8:50 AM ]
please drop me a message to inform me if you ever decide to do something like that again. i'm utterly dense and will not know unless you put it across point blank. thank you very much and i really appreciate it, you know.
i feel so bad because you obviously deserve better. but thanks for all that you've done. seriously, i'm extremely touched.
i feel happier in school nowadays. at least that's what i think i feel. i don't wish to second doubt that because i'll just end up feeling mentally drained once again.
it's tiring to go to school feeling like you have a battle to fight against scheming bitches and nosy parkers who can't seem to not poke their noses into other people's businesses.
but thank god you're always there for me (: years long but i know i can always count on you.
I do not like jealousyI do not like selfishnessI do not like immaturityI do not like feeling inferiorI do not like being talked to as if I'm dumbI do not like disappointing othersI do not like control freaks who try to dictate me aroundbut I hate.....
people who think they know me extremely well, enough to psychoanalyse me and think they know my every thought and feeling. drop it, cause you ain't
P, and you will never truly know.
oh but i'm really happy to see john and deborah happily together (: random but true.
-someone get me a beer, please-
[ 7:21 AM ]
"Dear Son, I want to thank you for teaching me a very valuable lesson in life by the great example you set.
When we were eating at that cafe in Bondi and a person who ordered his burger didn't have enough money to pay for it, without a moment of hesitation, you leant over and passed the extra $2 on the counter.
When we were leaving, you also threw a silver five-cent coin onto the pavement and said something like, 'Some kid will get a kick out of finding this.'
Last week, a young man ahead of me in the line at a petrol station didn't have enough money to pay for his petrol. I asked the cashier,' How much short is he?' She told me he had meant to put $15 of petrol in his car but had been lookng at the wrong gauge and had put in 15litres, which came to just over $20.40.
Something made me think of you and what you did that night in the cafe at Bondi. I handed the man $6. He was so surprised and said,' But why would you do this for me?'
I just smiled as I thought of you.
'Thank you, son for teaching me that 'it's better to give than receive'.
Now when I see a five-cent coin on the ground and am tempted to pick it up, I think of you and leave it there, just in case 'some kid will get a kick out of finding it'. "
Love always, Mum.
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Nice right! I read it somewhere.
CTs a.b.s.o.l.u.t.e.l.y screwed.
And for the first time I have no face to tell my parents to expect all Us.
Please let me at least have Es. Please?
[ 6:23 AM ]
I chanced upon this on Someone's blog:
Today, Somebody sent a msg that warmed me & gave me strength to go on. I almost cried cos so few pple understand. Thank you for always cheering me up with your insanity & your willingness to take on other pple's troubles even when your own skies are grey. I really meant it when I asked you to rest more (even though I wrote it during mahjong xP), it makes me sad when you're sick. You put the smile on my face & I wish I can do the same for you too.I'm really happy that little things can make a difference in other peoples' days, even when mine sucks ttm.
I really love this Someone alot too, Someone (:
I'll always be there if you ever need me k. We'll definitely have telepipi!
-My magical slide down into the pond of happiness (: -
[ 3:46 AM ]
I had a super long walk home today because haha the sky and weather was too nice. I love the rustic feel (in a city?) and I really wanna go for xp! I miss the air, the smell, the atmosphere and the mood!
It's just so different during expedition and I feel so super peaceful even though i'm physically very tired.
Oh we started talking again! the awkardness just went poof! i'm a happy girl. i (re)found my best friend! (: (: (: wanted to let you know that i treasure you alot! -shows handsign-
went to make the shirt with monique! medics be excited, be VERY excited! i want all of us to rise together but sometimes i get really exasperated when my point don't get across and you get don't listen.
i know it's boring but i get real scared when i have to talk too ): let's all compromise together and move on. we can do it medics! XOXO! (secret code)
THANK YOU VERY MUCH for i don't know what (: oh lee sheng ming! thank you also for aiya you know what la. i wish you well too (:
-I thank the lord for His daisies and roses-