[ 6:39 PM ]
ok once again, im sick ): it's a disgusting feeling to be sick! dearest jules is unwell too. oh wells i guess eileen will be sitting alone with kenneth. poor thing.
anw i shall blog about a very clinche topic : a trip to the kopitiam. haha it's really interesting when i was there just now to force some food into my system before taking my medication. sigh. i sat alone at the table painfully eating my food with an ongoing bad headache, trying my best to taste the food. the faces at the tables beside me changed twice before i finally finished half my plate of chicken rice, which i had no choice but to eat.
i saw this little boy doing his math homework in the primary school math workbook. i cannot remember when was the last time i've seen such conscientious work. the carefully drawn straight lines for math statements, the three columns for working, correction and statements, and the oh-so-nostalgic model template. has been eons ago since the plastic template with rectangulars boxes of different length with triangles and circles last appeared in my life.
as he slowly but surely wrote his statements word by word, number by number on the painstakingly drawn straight lines, making sure each character is clear and upright, the excruciating sound of his mother's jarring laughter pierced the daze i was in as i stared mesmorized. my gaze swung across to her lah teh-ing and laughing at her friend's second rate jokes while rudely banging the table in an attempt to show that the joke was laughable. the table banging made her son write outline.
as he reached for his eraser with germany flag on it, he carefully erased with tongue in cheek. oh-so-cute! i offically declare i fell in love with him as he smiled in sastisfaction to himself after erasing the mistake. in him i saw quiet strength and peace i havn't seen for a long time. im in love (:
it's different when you're alone. you tend to observe and see more without having the incessant task of constantly trying to entertain the people you're with. of course, it's a different case when i'm with close friends. then, i can bask in the trueness of the saying: silence is golden. it's nice to witness the simple pleasures of life.
-my bomberman who blasts the obstacles in life away for me-
[ 5:47 AM ]
im back from expedition! wells nothing much to say about it. all i can say is that i learnt more from all my previous jtcs and nco camps than this.
super duper tired la. i cannot remember when was the last time i had a nice 8hrs sleep. ok im feeling emo now so if you don't wanna read it then it's time to stop. anw i wonder how many people actually visit this site.
you asked me if i was ready to commit a lil more and obviously you know what my answer will be. a redundant question since you know me inside out and you know what i'll say. come on, we've known one another for about 6yrs and always have been best friends. let's not taint it otherwise. i love my friends like no other, as you should have already known. you remain my bff like always.
upper body feels disconnected with lower body. weird sensation but ohwells, it'll be over soon (: haha gosh suddenly pangs of emptiness. i understand what xian xian always says now. relatively happy with life now but still havn't found someone like my bff. it's still too soon to say anything.
zone com tml. i wonder how they will do. havn't had the time to go down and see them train but i guess if they tried their best, i'll be happy. the gleaming trophy will be a bonus of course (: i feel myself slowly changing and evolving into something else. something tells me that i'm no longer the old olivia anymore. in what ways, i do not know. lets see.
weijie re-introduced me to xi shui chang liu. once again, im oompf to grasp the meaning of the lyrics. reawaken all my previous nostalgia.
年少时候谁没有梦,无意之中你将心愿透露
就在你生日的时候我将小小口琴送
最难忘记你的笑容
友情的细水慢慢流,流进了你我的心中
曾在球场边为你欢呼你跌伤我背负
夜里流星飞渡,想象着他日的路途
晚风听着我们壮志无数
年少时候谁没有愁,满腔愤慨唯有你能听得懂
每当我失意的时候你将那首歌吹奏
琴声悠悠,解我情愁
岁月的细水慢慢流,流到了别离的时候
轻拍你的肩听我说朋友不要太惆怅
霓虹纵然再嚣张,我们的步履有方向
成败不论切莫将昔日遗忘
多年以后,又再相逢
我们都有了疲倦的笑容
问一声我的朋友何时再为我吹奏
是否依旧,是否依旧
人生的际遇千百种
但有知心长相重
人愿长久, 水愿长流
年少时候
-metamorphosis. change is the only thing that doesn't change-
[ 1:49 AM ]
i feel like crap. my head was super whoozy when i was walking to the polyclinc. gosh woke up with a super bad headache and didn't go to school. had to go see doctor and get the medical checkup form signed. im coughing like i've tubercolosis and i just ate two oranges. WOW!
dang wasted money. i only wanted to get the medical checkup but doctor saw me coughing and gave me cough medicine. turned out that i had fever too and i didn't know. WOW what a surprise mans! good thing i rejected the fever medicine, if not gotta pay more money, again.
the doctor was super scary. almost wanted to certify me as UNFIT to go for expedition la! heng heng i say i'll get well before that if not... i really wanna go for xp!
i shall go into comatose now before i die tomorrow. die also must go to school to hand in the medical checkup form to junkiang tml. till then. bye world!
-i wanna watch the leap years-