[ 7:58 AM ]
kokocrunch is the ultimate comfort food when you've got nothing much to eat at home!
i'm currently stuck at my concluding paragraph of my damned insights and reflections. gosh a few weeks of not using my brain academically has rotted my soul and sent my literary command to eternal damnation.
so far so good. i believe things do happen for a reason. if my planning fails, then i'll be utterly devestated because... but i have faith in what i do and how i do it.
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 was zzzOMG! sucky plot as usual but whatever. THE SONGS AND DANCING MUAHAHAHA!
till then, toodles!
-no gem can shine without polish, nor man perfected without trials-
[ 8:45 AM ]
snippets of conversation between maurice and his mother:
maurice: i was removing my stiches when my mother said...
mother: stop it.
??!!!
LIKE WTH! i cannot stop laughing la. try imagining it in the comic strip way.
ZOMG!
i'm choked up to my neck with a list of things-to-do but as usual, TOO BAD.
sometimes i wonder if i'm really a magnet for sai kang.
-enveloped in the misty fumes of life's labyrinth-
[ 7:50 AM ]
CAN YOU JUST PAY ME THE MONEY?!
i tell you i'm freaking broke because i've been paying for every single thing, for every single occasion, for every single one and you NEVER paid me back!
i drew more than 500bucks because you conveniently forgot my allowance for a couple of months and my expenses are huge, not for myself but for all of you and of course for all school stuff.
so please kindly, i beseech you, PAY ME THE MONEY!
-who says money's not important?!-
[ 9:52 AM ]
sometimes i think back on how i could have gotten so far along in life, and i realise that i couldn't have done so without the friends around me. sounds cheesy but yea its true. without them, i would be this lump of unmotivated fat piece of excretory product who has no dreams and ideals to pursue and nothing to work for.
our paths cross for a reason and sometimes i believe fate has a miraculous way of putting two dissimilar people together and end off with them becoming two halves that complete a whole. yet, each whole that is completed never really had the same story, each characterized with its unique twists and turns.
but come to think of it, fate has really been extremely benevolent towards me. i've never really met an adversity in life, nor have i not have friends around me in times of dire need. somehow, somewhere, sometime. there would always be people who genuinely care and have complete acceptance of my oddities and little quirks.
i admit i'm not exactly the easiest or nicest person to get along with and i do know that. but if nobody's perfect, then i proudly call myself nobody, for flaws just make me human. i've come to terms with my shortcomings but never really my strengths, for till now i still do not recognise with any of them. i've no wish to change who i am or conform to social norms of which are expected of me. but sowhat? who is to dictate or step over me, for i do not allow such atrocities.
sadly to say, people are indeed changing. but once again, who am i to command them and steer them away from the rock of folly, if that's their definition of folly? do not to others what one wants not. i may choose to be intentionally deluded or live in my own delusions of grandeur, but looking at the world through rose-tinted glasses is indefinitely naive.
some look but not see, but i'm not some. occasional letting slip is no coincidence. i choose what i want to be let known and a slip is not just a simple slip in my context. search deeper and there's always a rationale, if you search at all.
this is such an emo post but chillax for i'm not suicidal nor too ashamed to face the world. i'm above the sharing of simplistic views and the pleasure of pain as these are pure bullshit. my thinkings are mine alone to explore and invoke but the body belongs to my creators and caregivers. fret not for i do not relish in the thought of smashing myself up into bits and pieces too.
goodbye world and leave me to my sole sanctuary of my humble mind.
-I am strong, I am pure, like 24 carat gold-
[ 6:58 AM ]
A lil' digression before i get back to work:
(conversation between my parents and I)Me: Hi guys! -excited tone-
Mummy: -stunned- bo whei kong
Daddy: -looks- WHAT GUYS?! I'm your daddy ok!
Me: ARGH!
ok last paper tomorrow. JIAYOU ME!
-I see the light... at least its the light I see, I hope-
[ 8:26 AM ]
After promos! :--------preparation for oral presentation/nov xp/teachers OTC/NCO?---------
28th Oct-Job briefing
31th Oct-PW oral presentation
30th Oct-2nd Nov-Work [Takashimaya Basement]
3rd-15th Nov-Teachers OTC planning/Teachers OTC course
14th-20th Nov-November ODAC expedition
21th-27th Nov- Changrai overseas CIP
28th-30th Nov- Instructor pre-camp
5th-7th Dec-NCO course
14th Dec-NCO exam
18th-21th Dec-NCO camp
24th-26th Dec-Christmas parties at home/outside?
28th Dec-Closing Meeting
thanks. my schedule to remind myself. haha in between slots will be left for shopping, sleeping, catching up on my shows, sleeping overs, annual east coast/sentosa outing, piano, swimming, squad outings, mugging, chiong-ing on my NYAA, basketball,
much much much more dates and nightlycalls with my baby, more heart/heart talks and my innotrek instructor thingy.
meanwhile, just let me pass my promos first...