[ 10:31 PM ]
PEIRRE NG SI JIE!
IF YOU'RE READING THIS IN YOUR OH-SO-BEAUTIFUL-CALIFORNIA WITH THE OH-SO-HOT-BEACH-BABES,
YOU
ARE
SO
DEAD!
-yes, turn the knife in your gut from twelve to three o'clock-
[ 8:12 AM ]
THE PEER APPRAISALS ARE DRIVING ME INSANE! taking a lil' break now. i'm really falling sick but wells. i've made some new year resolution for 2009 so that i have something to work for and not just waste another year away.
New Year Resolutions for '09:
- I will study like how I did in sec2
- I will try my best to cultivate self-discipline because i really need it
- I will strive to do good runs and aim to clear lvl0
- I will spend more time with my classmates and not pang seh them
- I want to fit into JC and blossom where I'm planted
here's some of the resolutions i made on my way home in the bus. i don't want '09 to be another wasted year like '08 where i spent such a long time finding my orientation.
its high time i buck up and not be a useless fool lamenting over things that have long became used-to-be. but sometimes i really can't help sinking back in times when things are a bed of roses and i hold these memories closest to my heart.
I shall really try to become a better person. certain relationships with people have soured and things will not be like before. that's one big regret that i left behind in '08 because i believed that things could have worked out between us.
let's hope that by becoming somewhat similar to the perfect being that i've created in my fantasies, things will somehow, someday, get better.
i'm not sorry for what i've done because this time, its you who should jolly well rise from your deep slumber. such times calls for special remedies which only peirre can dish out. come back from california you idiot! for i need you right here, right now ):
-call me stupid, but yes I am-
[ 12:02 AM ]
diana nai saw me with a guy on christmas eve and naturally assumed that we're together. that's hilarious because the guy happens to be.... MUAHAHAH!!!
i think ah lim's a really funny guy. his emails just own mans!
i'm not feeling too well and my brother might have passed it to me ):
-sorry, i'm an old-fashioned girl-
[ 5:53 PM ]
yes yes, i know. call me no life but i'm really outa things to blog about now. seems like this bloggie here's really dead. shall attempt to save it from its misery.
koped from rahh rahh:
1. Friends are...
God's special creations wh make me feel loved and want to spread the love (:
2. I am listening to...
My current favourite song. Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold
3. Maybe i should learn...
more skills like cooking so jianqiang cannot suan me! er... everything that can be learnt? i wanna learn drums and communications skills (:
4. I love...
varies
5. My plan...
to sleep like there's no tomorrow without having to be in tune with the ringing of my handphone
6. I don't understand...
how people can be selfish and not feel bad about it. i hate selfish people.
7. I lost my...
handphone but found it back again!
8. People say...
bestfriend says i'm stubborn.
9. I am missing...
my juggernaut group! my advance trainees. my odac phase3 expedition!
10. Love means...
even doing nothing makes you happy
11. Somewhere, someone is...
scolding me for pang seh-ing them. and that's going to happen later in the evening.
12. I am always searching for...
new ways to keep myself occupied and thinking of ways not to land myself in an office job!
13. Forever means...
rubbish
14. I never want to...
lose my money. lose contact with some people who have the power to heal/hurt me.
15. My mobile phone...
my brother's phone (:
17. I get annoyed when...
people have the AIDS syndrome. (Action Is Damn Slow) and people who don't give a shit about others and people who wallow in self-pity
18. Parties are...
time to get high and drink like there's no tomorrow!
19. Hugs and kisses...
makes me feel ticklish but loved
20. Today I...
will be going out and returning home very late as usual. but i'll wash my shoes and pack my room first before going out -beams-
21. Tmrw i will be...
preparing for christmas party, going to church and then returning home to party
22. I really want to...
help everyone in everyway i can.
24. What is your phone brand? Sony Ericsson
25. What are the last 3 digits of your phone number? 945
26. What does the second message in your inbox says?
from boyfriend asking if i got his sms-es and telling me he has some heartburn issues. say can book out on xmas eve and telling me some stuff about sispec. I WRITE IN FOR YOU TO DEMAND WHY YOU NEVER GET INTO OCS K!
27. Who was the last person u rang? Bestfriend
28. Who was the last missed call from? Jiajian
29. What is oldest message in your inbox says?
A super touching msg from SEAN ONG who msg-ed me from changrai during his OCIP. I LOVE YOU SEAN ONG!
30. Who comes aft ' J '?
er you mean the first person with letter J in my phone book?! jaclyn
31. Go to your sent message - what does the tenth message says?
oops private!
32. Who is your network provider?
-.- why you bother.
33. How many message are there in your inbox?
I don't know how to check.
34. Who do you have on speed dial three?
home.
35. If you are on prepaid card, how many credits do you have?
i'll go broke if im on prepaid.
36. Who's the first person who comes after ' C '? Charles
37. What do you have as your main ringtone?
I am cow.
[ 7:45 AM ]
ass damn pain after night cycling. but night cycling is fun! shall go again when i'm not so sleepy.
i noticed that i never contacted any cj classmates during the holidays. kewl wortzZz!
i'm bored and tired now. go nigghts!
-sleep, the sweet innocent sleep-
[ 8:58 AM ]
OMFG!
I
AM
EXTREMELY
FREAKING
PISSED
OFF
WITH
MY
SISTER
NOW!
she bloody hell threw all my shirts that were in her cupboard away without even asking or telling me. god damn it there goes all my memories because the shirts she threw away all have special meaning behind them!
AND I'M ******* PISSED BECAUSE SHIRTS=MONEY! throw shirts=throw money away. and can you believe it? she didn't throw it into the storeroom or something. she threw it away to the GARANG GUNI?! LIKE WOW HOW FANTASTIC CAN THAT CAN?! bloody hell.
AND MY MEMORIES!!! MY POPCOM SHIRT! ALL THE TEARS AND SWEAT THAT I GAVE TO EARN THAT SHIRT! AND SO MANY OTHERS!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
forgive our sins, as we forgive those who sinned against us.
-its really trying sometimes, but i'll try my best to be holy-