[ 7:52 AM ]
i seem to always fall asleep when i'm doing something that is lee sheng ming related.
talk to him on the phone - fall asleep
watch movie - fall asleep
look at him - wanna sleep
piangs how shi bai can he get mans!
anw HELLO TANG CHEE KAI if you even come to my blog.
and sean ong if you read my blog, this is to you: HELLO -waves frantically-
cheers my lovlies (:
-yellow is my favourite colour of the rainbow-
[ 6:28 AM ]
some introspection for my dearest juniors:
real leadership is not being able to bring the cca to greater heights during your reign, but to let the younger ones continue YOUR legacy even after you pass out. till then can you really sit back and smile in relief that you've done your part for snsj becuase you know nothing has been taken away together with you when you're gone.
strength in unity. you gotta know that working together in numbers will definitely make your life easier. however my theory is, "the active will always remain active while the passive will never budge no matter how much you push them". even if you try, it might backfire and shot yourself in the ass. just do your best but remember, you're in sec4, your studies above everything else.
sj is a passing facade in your life but your grades condemn you forever. you cannot make a living by being the best in sj, come on face the fact. don't make the mistake like me and take the rougher path of starting too late or maybe not even starting at all. i believe none of you are natural geniuses. you reap what you sow.
ok maybe you may say in what position do i have to say this when my personal life is one cocked up mess. but trust me, just don't regret what you have choosen or what you've sacrificed so much, so far will not have been worth it. go with your heart but work towards what you want.
all the pressure mounting up on you just adds on to moulding you into one superbeing, mentally of course. in you i trust. don't prove me wrong my lovelies and all the way for your Os (:
-trust, once broken, can never be bridged-
[ 7:13 AM ]
i feel bad. really bad. i feel sad. real sad. i don't know what i've done, at all.
it's ok. i'll change. try real hard to change for the better, or die trying. but i really gotta know the reason first. i want to apologise too. but to whom, that i do not know. i'm sorry.
i'm falling sick again. but heck it, everyday is a new day.
it's gonna be ok. i pray so.
-darkness descends and the fairies make merry while the goblins tear out in misery-