[ 6:01 AM ]
the weather nowadays is simply bizarre. cold wind on a sunny day? in singapore? omg what is happening to mother nature?
i realise that i can really sit and stone at the void deck until forever if nobody disrupts me. the wind is strong to a point of chilling and the 'forest' is just so pleasing to the eye. more importantly, its SPACIOUS! i really hate enclosed areas but not to the point of being claustrophobic.
stoning helps to relieve stress. it's the only time other than my beauty sleep when i can really don't think and just ignore everything and everyone around me. not as if there will be people to disturb me at the void deck but wells. the serendity of the whole environment makes it so comfortable and enjoyable that it seems unreal.
being alone is good. very good. i like being alone and treasure it. HA cool huh. i wonder how many people can really live with themselves alone without any other distractions. -ponders-
anyway, i like my void deck. that's the point.
[ 3:52 AM ]
i've never said i was a nice person and i don't intend to start now. it has never been my intention to be a sweety pie and i don't have to live by other people's moral codes. don't brand me and expect me to live up to expectations. you'll only get shit from me.
[ 3:59 AM ]
I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!
SUZANNE, LYNETTE, CHUWEN, and soon to be PEILING!!!
JANUARY BABIES I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!
-our camping days and friendship true-
oh gosh i feel so emo now. I LOVE YOU GUYS!
[ 5:01 AM ]
i'm god damn irritated with skirts. GOD DAMN IRRITATED! what's with the skirt year after year after year after YEAR! i have this thought that keep gnawing on me physchoing me to pon poc and just heck with everything.
but obviously i wont -.- too goody-two-shoes to do such AH earth shattering things. well well born potential to be guai? -beams- ok im frigging irritated. hmmm didn't rmb being so pissed off last year about wearing skirts. hormones raging? yea excuse for every stupid thing i do.
ok sj stuff = messy! time to clear all the problems. HIGH TIME!
some random things:
friday the 13th. how the hell is that supposed to make my day more unlucky? get out of bed the wrong side, meet ghost, fall flat on my face in front of somebody whom i secretly harbour a crush on? please. superstition is so passe it it hurts to even hear people talk bout it. sometimes, i think people just give themselves excuses to do stupid things.
goodbye world. i shall go simmer in my own anger over having to wear a bloody skirt.
[ 4:12 AM ]
when yyou start losing yourself, its time to back trek a lil and look back at what everybody expects of you.
i re-read the pop booklets, and yay! gave me new strength to carry on :))
i shall by mugging my yan jiang gao now, sad but true.
goodbye old self. hello new self.
[ 5:55 AM ]
THANK YOU BOON YITHANK YOU WANERTHANK YOU YIPI HATE SKIRTS AND I DAMNED THE PERSON WHO CREATED SKIRTS TO EVERLASTING MISERY!!!ONCE AGAIN, I SHALL EMPHASIZE THAT:
I HATE SKIRTS!!!!
[ 8:24 AM ]
Last day of orientation today. Quite sad la. Nxt wk have to start lessons alr. Rahh.
Haha I'm damn glad i never pon! Disco night was damn fun and super high haha:)
Like danced for a few hrs haha.
Azara rocks! OG 23 and the OGLs rock too!
Aqua aqua
We love Aqua
We are one big family
Aqua aqua wo ai ni!
haha just one cheer while im still feeling the after effects of the disco. Think im a bit deaf now but nvm. now im just looking forward to poc! and seeing my squadmates again:) hmmm maybe classmates? my mahjong session! saranghaeyo darlings!
-Ling
[ 4:17 AM ]
HERE COMES MOLLY LEONG'S NEW PET WANNABE!!! wellwell its gonna be true soon just you wait and see :))
ok lets just say i'm not a girl. my mum just said this.
mum:
你到底是不是女人的。这么大了还不要穿裙,改次我看你结婚穿什么,jeans ah? 还是你那个不像样的 fbt。 我到底是生女儿还是生儿子。人家女孩子都穿到这样美,你传到好像我虐待你一样,我看阿妈家的maid都穿得比你美!我怀疑你不是我生的。是 garang guni 把你送给我的。-continues sui sui nian-ing-what's the big deal with not wearing a skirt? i will, eventually, but i just don't wanna start now eeyer! expose myself! short/pants/jeans can look very nice also WHAT!EEYER damn the person who first started wearing the piece of cloth which doesn't really cover much!
[ 5:28 AM ]
It's only when you're gone then you appreciate it.
I love st nix.
pls, give me strength to carry on without it.
-Ling
[ 5:44 AM ]
i swear i'm going bonkers with my math! ARGH!!! i need to release stress RIGHT NOW!!! where is my punching bag?! SOMEBODY COME BE ONE!!!
one of these days i'm gonna faint right in front of all the teachers and make them all jump out of their skins la. ok lack of sleep make me cranky.
my bones crack super easily. i tried doing push-ups and each time i go down, my elbows crack. am i getting oesteoporosis or something? ok to hell with everything
BACK TO MUGGING FOR BIOLOGY! i shall aim to be molly lolly's new pet :))
bye world!
-you make the winds your messenger sweetheart-
[ 4:49 AM ]
haha in case you guys didn't already know, i'm sharing blog with lingyan now. i have to confess that i really kan bu shun yan the way she doesn't have spacing between her lines argh! but its ok its her erm.... style? haha
ok counselling class 1UNITY! i wasn't exactly a very dedicated counsellor unlike my mentee and i wasn't exactly nice and all smiles too. but wells i didn't have any major regrets and im thinking if i should give them vdae presents. should i?? $$$
actually sorta proud that 1U evolved quite alot. from a TOTALLY STONY AND UNENTHU class to a passably enthu one. NOT BAD:))) haha they need more class spirit la.
convo btw me and some random sec1 during dinner.
sec1: I WANT TO COMPLAIN
me: huh?! about what?
sec1: THAT WHOLE ROW GOT CHICKEN WINGS AND WE ONLY GOT FISH NUGGETS! WE WANTED CHICKEN WINGS LEH! ITS SO UNFAIR!
me: -narrows eye- you think its unfair to have fish nuggets instead of chicken wings?
sec1: YAH!
me: i think that's a very silly complain to make. -stalks off and leave her gwaking at me-
KNS i think every new batch is getting more and more pampered! what's wrong with having fish nuggets instead of chicken wings? you don't like you find YOUR way to change it why complain bout such stupid stuff?
i think the exco sldn't even ask them in the first place. just give it to them. wanna eat, eat don't want then their business. cannot complain say we never let them eat wat. we did but they chose not to. its a waste of time to sort out their silly preferences. i think silly is not the best word but the word i have in mind is erm.. too strong.
ok whatever. i think jodie and michelle did a good job taking after the sec1s. get well soon sally !
[ 5:05 AM ]
Hey im back!
Haha 2nd day of school le and i still miss st nix! haha so went back today to eat orange bowl. Then i wanted to eat wan tan but only got 40 cents one so haha the auntie gave me everything when i only wanted to eat one. Nobody wanted the rest! So kelian:(
and my hp batt died like this morn so i cldn't contact anyone. warao damn sad la. ok but i managed to memorize bex's no. rocks.
went to find elaine lim but she was gg for a meeting. wells shall talk to her on sat and ask her how her honeymoon was:) shld be damn entertaining?
And i only managed to further confirm today that ya, red badge and grey badge has serious BIG generation gap haha. but its quite entertaining hearing them talk bout weird stuff? ok days of zi-highing are making me weird. i must strive not to kp the generation gap there.
I dun wanna go to sch tomorrow!
-Ling
[ 8:29 AM ]
this post is dedicated to LIM WEI KIAT. if you happen to read this, this is for you:
HELLO FIRESTARTER! since you say you read my blog, i'll dedicate this to you :)) cool huh.
anw, GO FOR POC LA! whats your problem abit everybody go then you not coming. tsk spoil sport.
lets all go back to be instructors :)) hope to see you. -HINTS-
ok la i've got nothing more to say.
to teo ling yan:
hello lao gong this blog is free for you access. you can come anytime you want to blog about the randomest stuff, if not the lamest or the boringest:))
you know my user and pass and im NOT GOING TO PIERCE MY EARS!
i'm super cocky that i'll win my bet:) wanna bet AGAIN?!
loves;
foong sheng qi
haha ciaos people