[ 5:20 PM ]
my mother said i peeped at a boy,
because i have a stye in my eye.
i read shuh's blog and like her,
i'm on the verge of tears at almost everything.
i should learn to be stronger too.
i think it's quite irritating that people keep seeing you cry,
i really do try to control and not let them see
but the control's slipping since the beginning of prelims
and my mood swings are terrible,
yet i have never thought of being suicidal,
despite all the other depressing thoughts.
my oh my,
i can't stand myself now.
so much about me, me and still me,
little about the much vaster world.
i await with bated breath the end of this -points wildly-
and pray for cessation of time for next april to never arrive
in the name of the father, and of the son, and of the holy spirit,
amen.