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The Lady
foong sheng qi olivia.
08 february '91
snsj reddds '07
cjc odac BXI
Monday, October 12, 2009
[ 4:49 AM ]
courage?
the ability to pick yourself up and still put on a brave front despite being snubbed so blatantly in the face, so many times.
so many goddamn times till you actually feel...
never placed myself in such compromising, pauper position.
so why make me now?
and no matter how hard i try, there'll be people out there who doubt me.
doubt my efforts,
doubt my perseverance,
doubt my determination,
doubt my passion,
doubt my intensity,
doubt my everything!
but what hurts the most,
are the little things that mr lim do.
never fails to stab me straight into my very soul.
i wonder if he knows i have the ability to hurt too.
to writhe in pain that the false face must hide.
very much.
and i refuse to share what i'm thinking or doing
because i don't want to be doubted
or bestowed with skeptical, dirty looks.
for those who say they do believe,
i wonder to what extent true is that.
for i'm starting to have self-doubts myself.
just say, i'm weak.
and un-odac-ish.
and can't see the big picture.
and shallow.
and lastly,
un-special.
-the axe soon forgets, but the tree always remembers-
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