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This is my sanctuary
Jotted with my occasional, random outbursts.

Berate my musings and I not,
Lest for abler pens,
For I do not care.

cheers!

foong sheng qi olivia.
08 february '91

snsj reddds '07
cjc odac BXI

[ 6:42 PM ]

Mr Pink Whistle, I have a wish...

walk the treacherous path,

breathe the crisp, biting air,

brave the frightful blizzard,

with...

and we'll still emerge, elegant as ever...

thank you Mr Pink Whistle.

[ 7:33 AM ]

my mum, is un-describeable

she's just zzzwthomgzzz...

[ 4:49 AM ]

courage?

the ability to pick yourself up and still put on a brave front despite being snubbed so blatantly in the face, so many times.

so many goddamn times till you actually feel...

never placed myself in such compromising, pauper position.

so why make me now?

and no matter how hard i try, there'll be people out there who doubt me.

doubt my efforts,

doubt my perseverance,

doubt my determination,

doubt my passion,

doubt my intensity,

doubt my everything!

but what hurts the most,

are the little things that mr lim do.

never fails to stab me straight into my very soul.

i wonder if he knows i have the ability to hurt too.

to writhe in pain that the false face must hide.

very much.

and i refuse to share what i'm thinking or doing

because i don't want to be doubted

or bestowed with skeptical, dirty looks.

for those who say they do believe,

i wonder to what extent true is that.

for i'm starting to have self-doubts myself.

just say, i'm weak.

and un-odac-ish.

and can't see the big picture.

and shallow.

and lastly,

un-special.

-the axe soon forgets, but the tree always remembers-

[ 9:27 AM ]

I've got 2 offers to pay for my air tickets.

But my daddy is still not budging.

I'm sad and exhausted from such fights,

And I won't let anyone pay for my tickets.

Do I really see the big picture?

Sometimes i do ponder.

Being selfish hurts.

I want some eye mo now.

[ 4:47 AM ]

so said Albert Einstein,

"Only a life lived for others, is a life worth living"

but i think i need to question, do others live for me?

i want to sleep...

[ 8:44 AM ]

order?