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This is my sanctuary
Jotted with my occasional, random outbursts.

Berate my musings and I not,
Lest for abler pens,
For I do not care.

cheers!

foong sheng qi olivia.
08 february '91

snsj reddds '07
cjc odac BXI

[ 5:17 AM ]

today has been a whirlpool of highs and lows.

enough about the part that i cried in the morning.

here i am to release some pent-up anger and angst that has accumulated over the days and finally tipped over the theshold today.

gosh! how could anyone be anymore self-knowing than that person?! XYZ conveniently takes up by transformation, like a bacteria cell, into XYZ's pompous thick skull of nothingness, that XYZ knows me inside out! XYZ naturally assumes that XYZ knows the every single nitty-gritty details of my life and even had the gall to take a stance against me on what i do?!

like i didn't know better what i do day to day, hour to hour. just because XYZ doesn't see does not equate to i never do. how pissifying can XYZ already get. XYZ needs to get it clear in XYZ's woolly state of mind that not everybody works like how XYZ does.

like a cow.

industriously, labouriously, with no clarity of thought and NOT TAKING A STAND ON XYZ'S OWN LIFE! you think that's cute?! go get your vocabulary built up first before you even wanna tell me what you think of me. for someone who cannot articulate and form proper sentence structures, that's a whole lot of cowshit coming out of your oesophagus. gosh! you just make me wanna foam.

what i couldn't stand was the I-Told-You-So smug look and actual words. because i have a life and you don't doesn't make you anymore noble than, of course, what else but a cow. my condolences to the bovidae that had to be used as an analogy to describe you.

don't tempt me to try erase the obnoxious smug off your face, for I'll kill. with words of course. and with the viciousness of a serpent's tongue, i'll lash out and make sure you're intoxicated with the poison of my tongue for at least a month. i'm jolly able to do that, really well. no point getting physical, for the maximum i'll go to even lay the tip of my pinky on you, is when you're served on a silver platter to me, as steak.

piss off, bootlicker with no mind of your own. go stick your hoof in somebody else life instead of mine, for you're not someone i like to associate or mingle myself with. you know you don't wanna mess with me.

-like a cow with 4 gastrics, it regurgitates, word vomit-

[ 5:31 AM ]

sobbing grandmother says:

"My daughter is unable to watch her daughter grow up. and we're still unable to make ends meet. when she quarrels with her friends in school, they'll tease her about being an orphan. her grandfather has to make a trip especially down to school, to tell her friends not to call her an orphan because it makes her feels different from the rest. she always feels so sad when she coming home."

wahh the moment i saw this flood ready. sometimes people can be so cruel to another with just words.

just, words.

[ 8:02 PM ]

As you can see, I'm wholly bored to be excessively blogging.

Handmaid's tale is currently keeping aversion at bay, or trying to.

that's my precise sentiments now.

[ 7:19 PM ]

ok some neighbour rivalry. *sighs*

apparently my downstairs neighbour is getting divorced.

and i'm the last in my family to know.

my next door neighbour is fighting with my family.

and i'm the last in my family to know.

my next, next door's neighbour's daughter came back from australia a long time ago.

and i'm the last in my family to know.

again.

why am i always the last to know?!

*sighs sighs sighs*

[ 10:02 AM ]

ok just went for stepfanie sun's concert because nette has free tickets. I heard this song which reminded me alot of some stuff. P, pay attention to the lyrics.

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌

最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

haha not bad yea (:

[ 9:33 AM ]

YES! I FINALLY GOT TO WATCH TRANSFORMER! YES YES YES! FOX IS HOT HOT HOT! gosh ok i laughed and screamed throughout the whole show. kickass!

"I'm directly under the enemy's scrotum!"

and i'm officially in love with chimps, orang utans and gorillas! only these 3 outa the entire apee apee famileee!! discovery channel rocks. boy oh boy (:

cannot cannot i damn high now! SHIAT!

i'm going to get a tattoo when i'm 21. a star of david at the back of my neck (: cldn't find the picture of a perfect star of david so can't show the design here. it's ok I'M CUSTOMISING IT!

my second tattoo will be a sunflower on my inner left wrist. once again cannot find the perfect one that i have in my mind. IT'S OK!

got meaning one ok! oh including the positions i'm going to tattoo (:

ok don't feel like blogging ready. ciaos!

[ 5:11 AM ]

Hello lovelies! Here's the details for saturday. Oh btw I've been quarantined at home cause one of my friend caught the H1N1 flu bug and i was in contact with him.

Those meeting at 9am at habourfront MRT:

qing
yip
huiying
happy
boonyi
shuhs

Those meeting later:

YuRui [5pm onwards]
Waner [2pm onwards]
Xinrong [11pm onwards]
Leilei [3pm onwards/maybe earlier]

Those eating:

Nette
Yip
Huiying
Happy
Boonyi
Leilei
Xinrong
Waner
*Shuhs
Olivia

Not going:

Tan Siping

*sidenote: nette has 3 stephfanie sun's concert tickets front row seats to give away. apparently its on a first come first serve basis so grab yours if you want! starts at 8pm at Singapore Indoor Stadium. sms nette!

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Ok please dress nicely yea and don't forget to bring your cams! *nette etc* Rmb to bring money for the presents and your meal. What we eating i confirm again but confirm no vegetarian, so shuhs you eating?

if there's any discrepancies in the above info just tag me. Also, tag after you've read so I know k (:

oh since i'm under quarantine, if you're don't feel comfortable with me going just tag me also. so shou ready no need to shy la. as in seriously cause this is serious.

cheers!

[ 7:15 PM ]

I think the theory of "FREE SIZE" is absolutely warped. This theory came up when I was bored waiting for my friends to try-on "FREE-SIZED" dresses at max&more.

think of it. how come somebody like THAT

&THAT

&&THAT

all fit into the same piece of garment like THAT?!

it's utterly absurd to think that a size, called free size actually can cater to the polar extremities of people's shapes. *pardon me for the hideous dress and ahem... obscene picture.

hmmmm that's something that i've pondered for really long while waiting for the girls to finally be satisfied with squeezing into the ultra claustrophobic fitting room of wisma atria's max&more, trying free-size dresses.

and I was really bored.