please drop me a message to inform me if you ever decide to do something like that again. i'm utterly dense and will not know unless you put it across point blank. thank you very much and i really appreciate it, you know.

i feel so bad because you obviously deserve better. but thanks for all that you've done. seriously, i'm extremely touched.

i feel happier in school nowadays. at least that's what i think i feel. i don't wish to second doubt that because i'll just end up feeling mentally drained once again.

it's tiring to go to school feeling like you have a battle to fight against scheming bitches and nosy parkers who can't seem to not poke their noses into other people's businesses.

but thank god you're always there for me (: years long but i know i can always count on you.

I do not like jealousy
I do not like selfishness
I do not like immaturity
I do not like feeling inferior
I do not like being talked to as if I'm dumb
I do not like disappointing others
I do not like control freaks who try to dictate me around

but I hate.....

people who think they know me extremely well, enough to psychoanalyse me and think they know my every thought and feeling. drop it, cause you ain't P, and you will never truly know.

oh but i'm really happy to see john and deborah happily together (: random but true.

-someone get me a beer, please-