Please don't thrust me out to make these decisions.
I really don't know.

I need to sleep.
And think, P.

Please help me.


Olivia uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Olivia does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Olivia will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Olivia is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

Olivia tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Olivia writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Olivia will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says "she didn't hear you", she really means, she didn't hear you.

Olivia will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Because Olivia has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, she has a very sharp mind. She instantly sizes up situations, making instant decisions. She thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus she may be seen as highly intelligent. Olivia is often irritated by slow talkers or slow thinkers. If she drives, she gets irritated by slow drivers in the fast lane. She quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level of the slowest student in class. She may be on problem number three when the rest of the class is on problem one. Olivia is curious and very active. In fact, in school she might have been a trouble maker because she thought so much faster than the other kids, she finished her work first, thus having plenty of time on her hands to make trouble!

Olivia is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Olivia basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

-whirlpool of emotions-


singapore flyer was well, not as interesting as i thought but company made it REAL fun! peirre was super good la! photos will be up IF i ever receive them, knowing him.

18th birthday was nondescript. spent with the people i love most and rejected everything else. oh wells! sad sad life!

CONGRATULATIONS CJC ODAC! i'm superduperfragilistically proud of teams 1,2,3&4! spent half the day crying my eyes out for all of you, especially when i see how shagged you all looked after climbing! i'm really really happy for you!

but we are some lucky shits too! i believe that the opponents weren't as strong as before but still, god made our hard work pay off (: ALL THE WAY CJC ODAC! post NVM party soon anyone?!

oh btw i think people with really strong character are really attractive. especially duing times when you're crying and inconsolable beyond repair. yay thank you very much ____! i really appreciated your er... don't know how to say la!

-I was dancing with my baby, in summer rain-


ok some of the many photos!


huihui the loser who turned red after one sip of RED WINE!


waner and pi. waner's pose looks familar (:


BOON BOON my fellow hq partner!




i love my squadmates and i'm the happiest when i'm with them!

thanks for the lovely birthday surprise on the supposed annual cny celebrations!
happy birthday toh rong rong! will send out sms soon!

shall upload photos when yap does. i'm a happy girl week.
at least i hope to be.

i'm sorry odac ): my fault and i'll work extra to make it up. i'm really sorry.

-dive in deep down to unlock the secret chamber-