i read your blog and i cried and i don't know why. i missed out on so much and even still, you guys are willing to accept that and fill me in after every time.

i know i'm not supposed to be doing this on cny but i can't help it. the salty droplets just can't seem to cease when i think back on times when i've let every single one of you down. like super alot of times.

remember our pact thirty years down the road even when the skies won't snow and the sun won't shine, the endless high teas and gossip sessions we'll still hold true.

i think i'm really selfish but i don't wanna let you go. each and every single different one of you. a piece of the puzzle which can only be fitted together to make an everlasting picture.

qing.hap.rong.nette.shuhs.yings.yip.lei. i'll promise to sms still 30yrs later and thanks for everything you've given and more. ILY!

-my reddd badge, my pride-


i just went to visit a real funky doctor (:
he scolded me, gross.

my sleeping hours = bad.
and apparently i had fever.
wow.

whatever.


I swear i'm gonna flip if she ever, EVER touches my stuff again! it's FREAKING irritating and pissing when she rearranges my stuff and ends up with me NOT BEING ABLE TO FIND ANYTHING!

today, i found one of my favourite books in the bag together with the stuff that's gonna be sold to garang guni. BLOODY HELL! you throw all my shirts, now she wants to throw my books?!

MY BOOKS!

can you believe it?! of all things she throws, she throws my most, most, MOST precious stuff! My books are my life la! i totally screamed and shouted at her. yes i knew it was unfilial but BLAH BLAH BLAH!

have you ever tried working one whole day of outside thinking that you're so dead because you have so many things undone and you're gonna be in deep shit if you don't do it. you're so intending to rush home and start work immediately but GUESS WHAT?!

YOUR MUM RE-PACKED YOUR STUFF when you told her tons and tons of time to leave your things alone and let them make friends with one another. BUT OBVIOUSLY my mum cannot leave them to their little friend-making session!

WHAM NOW I CANNOT FIND MY THINGS AND MY BOOKS ARE BEING THROWN AWAY!

thanks for the double whammy mum. i'm royally pissed.

-sometimes it really doesn't pay-


ok the below post sounds cheap and unrefined.

ignore me. i was pms-ing.


this is something that i've been wanting to er... put into words for a long time. to be in odac exco, you have to first want it bad enough.

wanting it bad enough=voting yourself into exco. ok either i'm insanely delirious or that's really the case. i've had enough bad experience of people holding high post not even lifting a finger to help while people with no post slog their guts out.

so what's the point of that title when its just... a title? the point is, get the work done! vote myself in? not likely possible unless someone can convince me otherwise. i'll help you if you need help, if that's what everyone's talking about.

oh btw, happy 21st victor and happy 18th suzanne! drank like a fish and woke up with a bloody headache the next day.


boy oh boy. the only thing i like about my work is that i get to go from house-to-house and see their interior design. but the best thing is still getting to see the families and smell the nostalgic childhood scents.

it's nice to go to a family with the door wide open and lotsa of laughter coming out. reminds me of how chinese new years were like when my ah ma was still alive. boisterious, comfortable and real homey!

all these bring back remembrance of my deceased ah ma. i used to be at her place all the time when i was a kiddo because daddy mummy had to work. but i was ok with it. seriously. i'll be there at 7am to watch disney cartoons before going to kindergarten at around 9.

my cousins used to stay over at ah ma's house too so it was always noisy 24/7. my ah ma always made me sleep with her and my guy cousins would sleep in the living room. but being young and impressionable, i would always sneak out in the middle of the night and sleep beside them.

ah ma was really sweet in the old-fashioned way. she thought it was improper demeanor for me to sleep beside my guy cousins. she would carry me back from the living room to her bedroom and the whole night would be spent playing this game.

oh just to add. plain porridge and caixin was the staple after kindergarten each day. it gets really frustrating to eat the same boring stuff everyday (: these happened for many years until she suffered a stroke nearing Olevels.

ok back to work. i feel ancient when i see the little kiddos in the houses. inexplicable but they would like out of the tie men and say hello. some loudly and some hide behind their mummy's skirts. oh just for info, it's always mummy or grandma who open the door.

haiya shall stop here. my mummy's chasing me to bathe ready. later.


No more talk.
It's all 'bout walking.

victoria secret



This is my girlfriend on 040109!


And this is my horny sitting partner (:


And we celebrated girlfriend's birthday together (:




yeye's birthday today. took leave from work and i wonder if i could get leave for tml. -touches chin-

IP MAN is a VERY good show!

I cried.
And cried.
And cried cried cried.

same goes with shuhs and happy. happy is the man, but she cries when she's with us too (: i love you ZHENG KAI XIN!

i seriously need help with homework! anyone willing to date me to teach me? i guess probably not hurr.

WELCOME back peirre!
(:
-cause you're bittersweet, you got me off from my feet-


here's some photos that i've been wanting to blog for a long time. couldn't really be bothered with their sequence so...


my most trusted gang


the moment i docked in from batam


my favourite cousins!




New year's party just ended.
Finally.

I've decided to change my blogskin after 3 whole years. I need a 'lil time getting use to this new skin.

New year, new changes.
Hopefully for the better (:

I don't know why but i'm thinking of sarah now.
Sarah from odac

Hmmmm whatever
some random photo i found.


-my newfound strength in the unknown-