1. I will study like how I did in sec2
2. I will try my best to cultivate self-discipline because i really need it
3. I will strive to do good runs and aim to clear lvl0
4. I will spend more time with my classmates and not pang seh them
5. I want to fit into JC and blossom where I'm planted

here's some of the resolutions i made on my way home in the bus. i don't want '09 to be another wasted year like '08 where i spent such a long time finding my orientation.

its high time i buck up and not be a useless fool lamenting over things that have long became used-to-be. but sometimes i really can't help sinking back in times when things are a bed of roses and i hold these memories closest to my heart.

I shall really try to become a better person. certain relationships with people have soured and things will not be like before. that's one big regret that i left behind in '08 because i believed that things could have worked out between us.

let's hope that by becoming somewhat similar to the perfect being that i've created in my fantasies, things will somehow, someday, get better.

i'm not sorry for what i've done because this time, its you who should jolly well rise from your deep slumber. such times calls for special remedies which only peirre can dish out. come back from california you idiot! for i need you right here, right now ):

-call me stupid, but yes I am-