suddenly it seems that what used to hold true, doesn't anymore.

i always thought that if i treated people genuinely, it would be reciprocrated. but apparently i was wrong. horribly wrong.

but why must ** be the one to show me that and prove me utterly wrong? why. somehow the very fragile bubble i created just burst, thrusting me out into the bone-chilling cold.

forget it. i'm too tired to play along.

damage control?
what's that.

its all too late and i no longer believe.

-can't even find a stranger this time-