i feel bad. really bad. i feel sad. real sad. i don't know what i've done, at all.

it's ok. i'll change. try real hard to change for the better, or die trying. but i really gotta know the reason first. i want to apologise too. but to whom, that i do not know. i'm sorry.

i'm falling sick again. but heck it, everyday is a new day.

it's gonna be ok. i pray so.

-darkness descends and the fairies make merry while the goblins tear out in misery-