hello world i'm back from my solitude :) missed me?

you can look up for inspiration, look down in desperation but you cannot look right or left for information. cool huh this phrase :)

i'm gonna be sixteen in 2 more months time. neither here or there in life. too old to go back to childhood, too young to step into adulthood. it's a rather screwed up time in life in my opinion where i yearn freedom yet detest it when i get too much.

i want it to be good. sweet sixteen. i wonder how it got the endearment sweet sixteen ahhh wells. -sighs- i learnt much from NCO camp. quite a few people managed to change my perception of things even though i hate to admit this, but i did learn ALOT from twk sir. thankyou sir.

i'm getting rebellious. fighting back. it's just not in me to sit back passively and see something that i don't like go on. i think it's hypocritical of people to do so and then bitch about it afterwards. what's the point and what do you gain? but who's to say i'm not hypocritical myself?

i don't like many things i see now. but much still can influence my views over these things. the zone is quite a scandalous place but i'm definitely going back, if i manage to pass with all my defiance and stuff. oh wells whatever. it's not in my place to say this and the power is just too feeble.

goodbye world i shall start un-screwing my life by doing my homework now. the first attempt in correcting my unproductive and aimless life. i want more than what i have now.